Breakfast

Lance,

I have been enjoying our breakfasts together. I don’t know why I didn’t do them earlier, well, I know why…it was hard going back to the park where we had our last walk together. I even avoided taking Lili there. I didn’t want to remember that last day there. But now, it’s become a spot where I just go and sit with you. I grab some Chick-fil-A and I go to the park, sit in the car, and talk to you as I look at the pavilion where we last were together. I still wish you were here with us, but I look back at the videos from that time and see what I couldn’t see then, how much pain you were in. You had a hard time getting into the car a few times.

But I get in the car and sit and eat breakfast with you now. We don’t even say much to each other when we’re there, but I still feel you there. I still wonder if there is Lancy fur around there. Maybe some animal is using it as part of their home. You would shed wherever we went, so maybe you’ve become part of the ecosystem.

I miss you,

Woman